Watched "The Ugly Truth" yesterday with the BIONIC SIX! HAHAHAH!

What a name, so funny. We all even created our own super powers!

Zhi hong- Incredible Hulk!
Samantha- Catch fire!!
Ben- Invisble man (transparent la!)
ZiQian- Laser eyes!
Alicia- Stop time woman!
Darice (yours truly)- Teleport!! :D

Woohoo! we all got our special powers to play with now! haha! really had a great time with everyone.

Was lying on my bed, thinking about how I used to be a very "2/3-in-a-grp" person, rather than those big gangs kind, especially from young till even JC or Uni.
But now, I realise, I do like hanging out in bigger groups! :D

As Sam said, I'm thankful and very grateful that God has answered my prayer for friends (i prayed this sometime back), and he gave me EXceedingly and Abundantly, more than I can ask or imagine. :) Thank you Jesus!

Anyway, back to the Ugly truth, I wanna blog about it, because it really made me think alot alot.
It was so real, the whole show and it made me realise a few things:
Sometimes, we really try to be someone's dream person, the perfect person, one that doesn't control or is pretty and sexy, and we end up, losing ourselves in the midst of it all.
After watching the show, i'm convicted, that I want to be myself everywhere I go, and have people love me for who I really am, not what someone tells me to be.
There's a line that Katherine said in the show which really hit me that goes sth like this: "Because no one loves a control freak!", and she finally got so sick of being someone she wasn't.
Kinda hit me cos I think I am a control freak, to a certain extent. UH-OH.
But yet, at the end of the day, she found someone who loves her just the way she is.

Sometimes, this is the ugly truth. That there are people who will come by you, and try to see you as who they want to fall in love with, and when they realise you aren't like that, they just leave u hanging.

And sometimes it feels like it's so hard to ever find someone who will love me for who I am, given i'm crazy like a mad woman(haha), but deep down inside I want and do believe, that God has prepared for me the best.

And I know He has. :)

So to all the girls outside, BE YOURSELF! DON'T CARE WHAT STEREOTYPES PEOPLE THROW ON YOU. YOU ARE WHAT PEOPLE LOVE. :D

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).