It's the last lap up to oct very soon!
I don't wanna give myself the excuse or consolation that 5-6 of my members are not able to come now so i can't grow.

I believe that my God is mighty to save and HE IS the Author of salvation for everyone of the friends we are reaching out to.

N350, let's buck up in our lifestyle of reaching out and believe that people will witness the real love and power of the Lord in our generation! We can shake nations if only we believe and are willing.

I believe God is opening many doors--esp in BPGH if u know what means! haha. yes, i'm desperate and i will do anything and everything possible to make it happen for this House. This is my house and i will take ownership of it.

Guys in N350, will u choose to rise up and take ownership as well? And let's not live selfish and self-centered lives anymore!! I will raise up leaders and disciples for you Lord, that is my calling. :)

Thank you Jesus. You are mighty to save and Your arms are never too short to help us. We trust in you completely with our lives and everything we have is yours.

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Today we had CG again at Eunice's House! :)

I am really happy cos it's been 2 weeks since we had proper cg meeting and it's refreshing to come back together again. I love my CG! :) I felt that today God showed up during the prayer meeting:)

I am really believing for 24 people by the end of Dec 2008.
I see it, i believe it and I have received it! It is possible!

If Ruxin can do it for a Car, I can do it for my CG.
Sometimes I think i'm too busy to really care for every single member really well (and i feel bad for not talking to them all the time :S ), but i am really praying that God you will enlarge the place of my territory.

Honestly being in leadership, it's so easy to get stuck and not move on. Getting too comfortable and familiar with leading cg, etc. --just cos you have the experience.
But...many times each of us gotta be willing to take a step out in faith, to believe and do something we have not done before nor are comfortable with.

I have decided to officially pray, fast, work hard and do EVERYTHING i can to engage each of my members and to fulfill their maximum potential and destiny. I believe in each of them, and they really have very bright futures. Here's some small notes to my cg members :)

Okay here goes my shoutouts~

Shaun- From the first time i really got to know you, i am convicted that you will go far and do great things for God. It's your boldness to step out (even sometimes i can't say i have your kind of boldness) that makes you Shaun Tay Li Jian. Thank you for bringing comfort to me in the cell group and for running together to win ACS and many others to God!

Eunice- Hey gal! you bring a smile to light up everyone's day and your randomness is really random. Haha. But you've stuck through with God through the ups and downs of your personal study and family life. And i admire you for that! Study hard-i know without a shadow of doubt that you can do it!:) Let's rise up together and achieve unimaginable things for God:)

Julia- You are really the funnybone of the cell group. Your faith and dedication to God always makes me reminded that I gotta keep increasing my faith too. I believe that you absolutely have the potential to be a great leader and to touch lives. You've touched mine! :) Remember, disappointments come only when we place too high an expectation on ourself. Sometimes you gotta loosen up and don't be too hard on your ownself! God will bring you where He will bring you. :)

Xue Ni- i've seen you "grow up" from Sec 1 till Sec 3. though i may not meet you all the time, please know that I see so much more in you than you may believe in. Honestly, in these 2 years, you've become so pretty now, so much more bubbly and open, and 100x more confident! :) Continue to aspire to be a great kindergarden teacher!! (if you still do) and p.s. i love shopping too :) let's go JB one day!! haha.

Xue Wen- you are one smart gal. you are like always topping your class and i'm super duper proud of you! :) Visualise yourself going to express man! I always believe this- when you honour God with your time,God will honour you in return! So trust in God for His wisdom, understanding and knowledge! I love ya always!

Leroy- Yoyo! Never have i met a more talented guy than you. Really one heck of a talent--yoyo! haha. Brilliant skill man! You can act, draw and play yoyo.. and the list goes on! I'm truly blessed as a leader to have someone like you as my member.:) You must have gotten your genes from Leonardo Da Vinci. hahaha. Well, you are really a guy with a special personality and a unique one. And, no matter what people say always believe in yourself and what God has given to you. You'll never go wrong. I hope to see you becoming a cgl in the near future!:)

Ivan-The epitome of servant hood. In case you didn't understand that word- check the dictionary cos it's time to study man!:D haha.thank you for everything you've done for the cell group and your unseen and unrecognised sacrifice. You are really a dear brother to us all.I've seen you through so many ups and downs but i still wanna say that anytime you need a listening ear i'll be here! :)

Insoo- 안녕하세요! :)My first international CG member!!! from Korea :) I love Korea. One day you must give me a tour around when I go for holiday ok! hahaha. Insoo! you are also someone with many hidden talents especially when it comes to computers. Wow.you know so much! I'm so glad that you made a decision to believe in God and allow him to transform you. Jesus loves you very much and so does N350! :)

Bryan- Just got to know you in the last month. well my first impression of you is very dao. But you opened up eventually and i'm thankful for that:) Thank you for treating us as your gan kor and jie. you are so cute sometimes haha. You have tremendous potential to do well in your studies and be living a fulfilling life! I see so much potential in you really. Let's work together to be better sons and daugters to our parents and to watch what we say! Hint hint! Jia you for your streaming! All the way man!

Jenzi-my dear girl. You are really thick skinned hahaha! in a good way though! You are really a great and funny gal and i love to hang out with you!:) thanks for being so strong amidst the objections you face in coming to church.I am waiting for the time when you can have full freedom to fight for your faith and i can't wait! cos there's so many things we can do tog for God! Study hard girl! :) you can do it!

Jeremy-Yo brother! You are also one comical guy haha. so glad you made a decision to join us for church. I'm only beginning to get to know you but i sure know you can bowl haha. just want you to know that in this church, it's really a place for you to fulfill your dreams and be happy. Cos God loves you (i'm sure you know that) and so does N350! wwoohoo *applause for Jeremy!*

Daniel-My DJ brother, haha who lovvvveeeesss music. Seriously i know my initials are DJ but i really wonder why at least 2 people in my cg are like good at Deejaying. hahah. coolest! Daniel, we totally believe in you man. You are really a superb brother and with many hidden talents (like acting) hahaha!No matter what happens, remember to forgive and love the people around you. Cos they matter and you won't wanna regret it. :) You're seriously a brilliant boy so don't let no one look down on you yea!

Felicia- ha! you never fail to make me laugh with your facial expressions. You are NOT fat seriously. and in case you still think so, stop eating then! haha (which u prob can't do, so might as well just stop thinking you are fat!). You are also soooooo talented. Let me list: Prefect (EXCO somemore), Head of Broadcasting, 2nd head for Girl Guides, Plays tennis, can dee jay very well and won top three in several comps (am i right?), great at studies and the list goes on.... wow! anyway, ur o levels are coming already!!! CONQUER BIOLOGY! haha. just wanna say thanks for brightening up the whole cg! i really hope you can come and be part of whatever God is doing every single week in church-- you really have sooo much on the inside of you waiting to be unleashed! :D

Ke Li- the computer games and anime expert! you are really one funny guy sia. IRON man! haha. well, you may not have joined us for very long, but i seriously hope to see you back with us sooonnnnn!!! You are a great and precious brother to us all, and the cell group will not be complete without you :) study hard for your O levels!! :D

Okay, thanks all readers for lasting through the loooooong post. But i had deja vu whilst typing it. Means i'm doing the right thing at the right time! :) haha.

Ok! gotta read up on the research projects i'm embarking on and tomorrow is another long day of attachment! :D but i'm excited! wonder what i'll be learning tomorrow!

P.S. Shaun and Julia- i will not let you all off! Shaun especially. how can u keep sth like that from your cgl?!?!? haiz. anyway hahah. i'm actually suprised you all care so much about me to find tat out! hahhaha:P i'll settle the score with you on sunday. see you on the basketball court. i'm so lame oh my gosh. -_-'''

P.S.S: for my birthday i might want an OMNIA not iTouch. We'll see about that! :)

I'll see ya when i see ya! (quoting leroy) Ciaoz! :D

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Hello everyone again!

It's tuesday and I just had my US history test today. Thank God it was open book and the best thing is my Prof gave the exact same question as a tutorial. Is that a giveaway or what?!!? Hahah. Thank God that He really carried me through a module that I took alot of risk to take cos it's history and it's nothing like i've taken before!

Up next would be my Immunology test. Right now i'm slacking but I have resolved to start studying in the next few minutes.:)

Anyway, since sunday i wanted to blog about service but was too tired to.
Sunday was great! Pst Kong was back!

I love the new song.
Speak into this mountain to move into the ocean
With your authority given to me
No matter what happens, Here I am standing
On the hope of your Word Promised to me!

Jesus, whatever you have promised to me, I will cherish and keep it close to my heart always.
I believe in the love of a God.
I thank God that he always sends people into my CG that sometimes require a bit more love-- and it keeps my heart soft to help them.
But i also believe in the love of a God that can save, transform and impact.
I'm thankful that Jeremy has finally stepped into Church. Shaun, i'm sure your prayers have paid off.
Jeremy, if you are reading this, I just want you to know that you are a great brother to us, no matter how short you have joined us. And that God has a great (and i mean it when i say great) destiny for you!

ACS is RIPE FOR HARVEST!
"Do you not say,'There are still four months and then comes the harvest?' Behold, I say to you, life up your eyes and look at the fields--for they are already white for harvest!"

Why do you think Jesus said look to the fields?
i believe this was said at a period that was not the time of the year where they were expecting harvest. Just like us, Dec is a harvesting period.
but here we are four months to the harvest.
Yet Jesus said LOOK to the Fields for they are already white for harvest!
It's because he is asking us to look through the eyes of Faith--to call forth the things which didn't exist as though they did.
I look to ACS--it seems like the harvest is not yet here. but i put on the glasses of faith and i say "Look! It is already RIPE for harvest!" :)
God, we trust in you. That you will move on our behalf and send forth angels!

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Hello!
This is a post to show my nice face hahahaha. no la. just kidding!

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Hello my polka dotted blog!

Today is a very exciting day!
Up and early and I was out for my attachement at Gleaneagles.
Let me tell you a little about Dr Peter Chew, who was so generous and understanding as to take me and allow me to shadow him.

Honestly, He is really a role model and inspiration!
He is a senior consultant @ Gleaneagles, basically he has opened his own clinic for 10 years.
He runs aLife organisation (www.alife.org.sg)--or rather you can say he founded it. It is a charitable organisation that aims at helping to educate people about sexuality issues. And even teenage abortion cases. Really interesting because he has been going to ITE to give talks!!! :D
Cool. I can see the no of open doors it could potentially lead to.

In addition, he writes for Mind Your Body, and he has written a chinese book which was telecast on Channel 8!
Plus, he is super good at helping couples conceive!
And another thing is, he is a catholic and guess what, he helps pple to solemnise marriages!:)

Is that a man that has achieved much or what? Indeed man.

Well, now that my intro is over. Let's talk about the exciting thing that happened today.
are you ready.... 1...2...3....
I WITNESSED A DELIVERY OF A BABY TODAY! ONSET!
hahah. Serious.Even though you might think i'm crazy at this point to be so hyper about sth like that.

Well, the adventure starts when i followed him to the labour ward. Not walkin ok. SPRINTING!
Hahah. we ran through a "secret" compartment. It was like filming Mission Impossible.
Run through the hallways and going thru secret doors. From the clinic side, a door opened to lead to the Ward area! SSooo cool!

Then finally when i was in the labour ward, i saw how a delivery was being carried out.
Dr Chew used the forceps to pull the baby's head. And like wow..you can see the whole vaginal area got a super big hole (RA for those under 21)!

And. to add on to that note, it was superr bloody!
Haha. Blood was dripping all over the floor. And i peeped at the baby when it came out. It was like spurting out amniotic fluid. *gross*

But it was super cool and refreshing to actually see it yourself. And Dr Chew is so skilled even when he tied up the knots and sealed the hole.
:) and there at 9.48 am, a new life was born

I may not know her name, nor her family background.
But one thing i know, is that God is thinkin about her as He brought her into this world! God is the giver of life!
and so.. once again, i'm convicted that this is what i want to do in life!

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Today,I met Mark Chong from the Maternal-Foetal Dept of Obs and Gyn at NUS.

It was a fruitful experience! :D
When I stepped into the building, I walked into the lift and saw this guy at the back, and I was guessing..hmmm maybe that is Mark Chong (you know sixth sense).

So i got to the 4th floor and he stepped out of the lift too. Only thing, I walked into the toilet as I always do before any major meeting or exam. Hahaha. The toilet seems to be my comfort place to pray or sth.

Wells after I got out of the toilet i went to 04-12 and looked around. No one! so i called him and he walked out and said "Oh, i saw you in the lift!".

And so i took off my shoes and went into the lab to chat with him. It was eye-opening and mind expanding!
He told me about the different arms of foetal therapy and stem cell research that they were doing.
Here's some really interesting ones:

• development of non-invasive treatment to diagnose foetal abnormalities
• using stem cells to cure stroke
• using stem cells to genetically manipulate foetus' DNA to correct abnormality
• using stem cells to regenerate tissue scaffolds and reconstruct body parts
• vascular regeneration-using stem cells to make blood vessels

COOLEST!:D
I am really excited about the next 1 and a half years of my life in the research area. I never thought i'd be that excited about research.
All along since Pri 2, I have aspired to be a gynaecologist because every birth is a miracle. And no doubt about that because every life is ordained by Our Abba Father.
The more i look at ultrasound scans, and see each heartbeat of the babies, the more convicted I become about this aspiration!
And now to think of researching in this cutting edge field gives me so much adrenaline!Woo!

Comparing between this and the bacteria effect on risk of diabetes, i really prefer this as there is even more clinical implications!

I will really need to pray and ask God to show me the way so clearly for the next decade or so of my life.
I'm excited for the future cos there are unlimited possibilities and I know I will really enjoy studying and also being involved in the frontier of biomedical science!:)

All of you students out there,
this is my word of advice to you: Study very very very hard. Your education is really your future. If you want to shine for God, there is only one way--to do well in your studies. Because that is your calling and don't allow yourself to get imbalanced or distracted.
Have you ever wondered why Daniel knew so much about Babylonian culture?
Cos he studied their books and culture for 3 whole years! And he came out top of the class! That's why he is able to be so cutting edge in his lifestyle and can win Nebecchanezzer to God!

A shout out to all students!
Let's shine for God and be determined to be top scorers so that we can truly impact the high places in society! :D

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

This blog is dedicated to God. It's my note to you.

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Hi Everyone! This is my first time Blogging in what must have been 2 years!? Hahah.

I'm glad to be back to share with you my experiences and life lessons learnt!:D

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).