Here's the thing. There is a thin line between infatuation and love.

Definition of infatuation: Inspired with an intense but short lived passion or admiration for someone.

Definition of love: an intense feeling of deep affection; a great interest and pleasure in something; a romantic or sexual attachment to someone.

Such a thin line between infatuation and love don't you think?
Recently i think quite alot of people are getting attached. (Errhmmm..haha i wonder who??)
And also there are alot of people whom i talk to about their liking for someone.
So it made me wonder..how come some people get stuck in a rut of infatuations but never seem to fall in love?

Well.. i guess the difference is in that love is unselfish but infatuation is selfish.
Infatuation is short lived whilst love is long lasting.
Love is a deep feeling whilst infatuation is but an admiration.
Infatuations is based alot on outward appearance whilst love is based on character.
Hahaha. Do you agree?
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Anyway..enough said about that.
I shall go study now and chiong ka liao for my last paper! Pharmacology...you are so defeated in my hands. MUHAHHAHA.
I shall be the head and not the tail! Above and not beneath!:D

Fav line today from “不凋零的花”：“終於我。。找到了你。”

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Well! I'm on my bed now typing this away!:D

Today has been a fruitful day and exciting one i must say.
Woke up early to head off to marsiling mrt to meet the musos and wait for Adrian to pick us up!
Finally he arrived after getting stuck in a massive jam at the 1st link. omg. it must have been agonizing for him!
Thanks Adrian for picking us up despite how busy you must be!:D

And so we headed off to the customs and check points! Finally we got into JB and reached tropical inn at 1pm (i think).

We set up the place and tuned the instruments..sound check 1..2...3... and so forth and we started to practise!
We sang Heaven, Take it all, My god reigns and The God I know.:) hehehe. really a repertoire of all the songs i love. so thats great!

Then once the service started.. i was kinda gan chiong actually.. hahahahhaha.. haiz. u know stage jitters.

But nonetheless i told myself that I am but a vessel that He is gonna use to let His Presence and Power flow through and touch lives of the people and youth in JB. Indeed they are very desperate and hungry for God. The anointing there is STRONG i must say!!! And i think we here in Singapore gotta learn to draw even more from the pastors and leaders above us.

I must never think i have reached my destination. That'll be the end of me.

Yeap so after the whole service i was super shag already. Then we decided to go eat dinner at Kim Gary..a hong kong restoran (haha) at City Square.
As usual with the musos.. they are always gao siao. And sometimes joke about things we cannot understand hahaha. seriously man. -_-'''

THEN comes the intersting part of my trip today. We all went our separate ways and the musos took the car so me, fiona and samantha went back ourselves.
So i said "Eh.. i dunno where to walk eh!"
Samantha: "Oh no..actually i nt sure also! Nvm la i think we can find our way".
Me: okay lor.. so we just walked..!

Then we ended up making one BIG and i really mean BIG U TURN from city square to the customs coming in FROM singapore..and then we had to walk all the way back to the customs going back TO singapore.
Okay i must admit i was complaining quite a bit...cos i was already sehhh by that time and very sticky and very tired. But anyway the three of us braved our way home!:D hahah.

So we made good friends because of this hahaha.
Oh wells.. i can't believe i got lost. bleh.

Anyway, today i feel my spirit has expanded..I have become more brave.
I know this courage comes from God and no one else. Thank you Jesus for Your presence and anointing that impacted the lives of the youth in JB. I belive that JB will truly see sth that they've never seen before!:D

P.s. i really love singing!!!!:D hahah. lalalala.

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

ASIA CONFERENCE was phenomenal stuff!

Though i had exams...and i didn't get to go for all the days, it was worth it going for the 3 nights (Wed, Fri and Sun)!

And finally my torturous 4 papers straight in a row are totally over!:D

I totally like slept 3 hours a day..and kept dozing off and waking up again to study.YAY! it's over and i managed to survive through it:)

I'm totally proud of myself hahah.

Anyway..it's really interesting to people watch. And study crowd control.
Looking at the queues of pple in expo really amazes me..at the level of commitment and hunger pple have for God! it's amazing man! Times are changing...pple are becoming hungrier for God's touch in this broken down world.
I cannot help but think what kind of spiritual climates are being changed by everything we are doing here in CHC. I can be sure to say that it is gonna impact the WORLD.

Truly, "I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power to salvation for everyone who believes!" Amen!:)

Yet, there are also many people who break ur heart..and make u grieved. Simply because they are hardened up on the inside and refuse to let the Creator re-create their lives.
And especially when you have spent time investing into them..yet..their season just hasn't come.
Oh wells..i can only pray hard that God you will change the spiritual climates over CHC and Singapore...so many more need you and your saving grace!! It is the kairos time right here and now.

Another point to think about..when SUN does so much community work, when CHCSA impacts so many lives, what are our CHC members really doing to impact the community?
Sometimes we talk too much and do too little. I mean we are so proud that CHC is doing so much things to meet the needs of the poor, broken and homeless.
But what about YOU?
Yes, we might give our finances to help the poor and lend to the Lord, but i have decided that it is time for some practical action! Let's rise up and truly strengthen the weak, be the light of the city in our own small little ways.

At this juncture of the year, it's astonishing that it has passed so quickly.
i'm 21 already! omg!
I must say this year has been EXCITING!
It is definitely full of new experiences and new heights.
it reminds me..that i need to always renew my commitment to serve You lord for all of my days.
Truly you've sent us out Two by Two..and you are saying "Launch out into the deep; let your NETS down for a catch!" and at Your Word, I will let down my NETS. Because i have faith to believe that ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!

In my studies,
In my ministry,
In my relationships,
In my family,
ALL things are made NEW once again.

:) my favourite line for today: "let all earthly crowns, fade in the shadow of the cross."

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

I know this coming week is gonna be POWER POWER POWER to the maximum! :)

Heaven is singing tonight and God is smiling over the Church that He is building and Mr S.A. Tan can't do anything to stop it. Bleh. Go away.

I know there are some setbacks and disappoints along the way to achieve my dream and breakthrough..but i must not look down.

I look up and lift up my eyes in faith. It is here. The harvest is here.
I know and I proclaim it.
I put aside my distractions and worries and I say, God take me use me, I need more of You and less of me.

God is above all.
God is omnipotent.
God is ABLE.
God is Almighty, Sovereign.
I will stand up with my convictions and fight for that I believe in.
I will not allow myself to be bogged down nor for pple who are not interested to waste my time.
I know there are more than enough people out there waiting waiting...for sth to happen, for someone to touch them, for God to intervene.

God, not my will but Yours be done.
I know, I believe, I confess, I visualise, your RAIN is pouring down on the seeds I sow.
I speak life into these seeds.
I speak conviction into these seeds.
They will break forth, germinate and blossom.:)

ASIA CONFERENCE! Now is the time! Expectation for the power of God. amen!

What are u waiting for today?

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Well, my birthday has been great!

Wanna thank all of you for wishing my happy birthday and also for showering me with your gifts and love!

:) i really feel that God is bringing a new revival in my spirit, and i'm excited about what God has already been accomplishing in our cell group!

New people , new breakthroughs, new relationships, new level, new devils, new anointing, new revelations, fresh new Presence.

Yes, the Presence has always been close to me and will always be my most treasured precious. Thank you lord:)

Well, as usual everyone has been trying to ********* me with some ******...and wells...
有時候事情是不能勉強。 也有時候事情不會照著你的計畫而發生。
可能神真的會給你100％的選擇， 又或則神早已準備好你的未來，我還分不清。
所以只好選擇逃避吧。希望心裡的感覺是對的。:)

Woo..i have become chiiinnaaa. hahahah:)
Well, i guess it's really time to fight for the position of mugging queen!!!:) I shall be crowned champion hehehe:D

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).