IT'S A HAPPY DAY!!!!(:(:(:(:(:(:

Recently after my operation, been looking forward to wake up every morning to a brand new day. Don't know why, but I feel extremely happy in the morning.(:

I think from now on, I must aim to be happy every morning, and not drag my feet to school or anything, because it's a day that my Lord has made, and I will rejoice in it!!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D YAY!!! REJOICE!!!!(:

it's a brand new day to accomplish new things, be hardworking and diligent in my studies, enjoy the music of life! HEHEHE!

okay..this is a very RANDOM POST.
Tata!!!

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Are we too cooped up in our own world?

I cannot imagine why people are able to carry out such horrible actions. It saddens my heart.
But yet, it reminds me that I should be grateful for what I have, and for our peace in Singapore.
As National Day draws near, Let's keep praying for racial harmony and peace in our nation.

That's why I also thank God for Pastor Kong, who never fails to reach out and bring humanitarian aid to our neighbouring countries. To love the down and out and bring hope to the broken. Thank you Pastor Kong, Thank you SUN, for being a wonderful example for everyone of us, and for educating us the importance of charity.

I hope these videos will awaken you in some way.

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

This is still one of my favourite songs of all times, maybe because I really love this show-Full House.
Shall use this for my wedding one day! wahaha!

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Seven Things

There's a really nice line in this song,

And the seventh thing i hate the most that you do- you make me love you.:)
Sweet song!! Enjoy:)

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Everytime I listen to this song, I get goosebumps and I can feel the Presence of God all over me.
Andrea Bocelli's voice is simple God-given and utterly amazes me.
I think it will amaze you just as much! Enjoy!:)

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Here are some recollections, of my week long stay in NUH Ward 51 Bed 11.
I would say that the first two days were like hell, cos i was practially immobile. I hate that feeling when you can't move, and all you can do is lie on ur back. But your back hurts just as much and the vomiting really doesn't make it any better. It was really like Psalms 23: "Ye though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil."
Thank God for His strength that i managed to pull through the sleepless nights, and 9 times of vomiting, not mentioning i couldn't use much of the painkiller cos it made me vomit.

BUT! God's light always shines brightly at the end of the tunnel. I gradually got better, got used to staying in hospital, peeing in bed (lol), turning from side to side to find a comfortable position and trying to gobble as much food as i can and learning how to stand up and walk again.

At the end of it all, I realised now how difficult it is for our grandparents who are immobile or those who have Parkinson's Disease feel. It is really a torture when you cannot move and all you can do is lie there. Makes you feel unwanted, useless and really bored.
So for those of you, who see people like that, stop and care for them, because they really need it.

Really felt like an old person when i was in the hospital, where people had to feed you, bathe you, clothe you, help you to take water, and do basically everything for you. Like a baby, i had to learn to walk again, sit up though it was really painful and eventually learn to bathe myself, get myself out of bed and walk for long periods of time.

Now I'm still recovering! But i know i'll get there:) It takes time, plenty of time.
I think what i hate most is i cannot eat chilli or chicken for like 1 month!? All day I eat fish and nothing but fish! Hhaha..and i cannot eat my favourite ba cho because there is black sauce in it, neither can i eat black pepper crab because it is seafood. haiyoo!! i think i will lose weight le, although i really got no more fat to lose, cos now i look like some long stick! seriously..haha.

OKAY..so i must TAHAN!!! and hang in there cos it's for my own body good. so i shall not grumble anymore!!! :)

Here are some pics for you to see!

This is my IV drip for 4 days! my vein still hurts from it:(
these are my companions in hospital! :) they make my whole bed brighten up! hehe.
Fruit baskets and bouquets i received. thank you all!
This is me looking all healthy and happy on Friday! hehe..thats when i was free from all IV drips! yay!


tata..that's all i have for now! see ya!

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Hi people, i'm back to blogging after MIA-ing for a week or so. 

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Exactly 12 hours to my admission to NUH.

Don't really know what to say, or feel. I'm just preparing myself mentally for the pain i would experience and standing on God's promises like what He showed me in Psalms 27.

Psalm 27

A Psalm of David.

¹ The LORD is my light and my salvation;
Whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the strength of my life;
Of whom shall I be afraid?
² When the wicked came against me
To eat up my flesh,
My enemies and foes,
They stumbled and fell.
³ Though an army may encamp against me,
My heart shall not fear;
Though war may rise against me,
In this I will be confident.

⁴ One thing I have desired of the LORD,
That will I seek:
That I may dwell in the house of the LORD
All the days of my life,
To behold the beauty of the LORD,
And to inquire in His temple.
⁵ For in the time of trouble
He shall hide me in His pavilion;
In the secret place of His tabernacle
He shall hide me;
He shall set me high upon a rock.

⁶ And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me;
Therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle;
I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the LORD.

⁷ Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice!
Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
⁸ When You said, “Seek My face,”
My heart said to You, “Your face, LORD, I will seek.”
⁹ Do not hide Your face from me;
Do not turn Your servant away in anger;
You have been my help;
Do not leave me nor forsake me,
O God of my salvation.
¹⁰ When my father and my mother forsake me,
Then the LORD will take care of me.

¹¹ Teach me Your way, O LORD,
And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies.
¹² Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries;
For false witnesses have risen against me,
And such as breathe out violence.
¹³ I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the LORD
In the land of the living.

¹⁴ Wait on the LORD;
Be of good courage,
And He shall strengthen your heart;
Wait, I say, on the LORD!

I will be still and know You are God. In every season, You are still God and I have a reason to sing.:)

Faith is not believing that God can, It is believing that WILL do it -SUN Ho.

Lord, I will believe in your goodness. (:

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Today Dr AR Bernard really blew the roof off Hall 8 with his message!! it was refreshing, fresh and most importantly mind-blasting. I love his sermons seriously.

Today he said something which really came as a revelation to me. It is about Faith.

Faith has three dimensions:
1) Intellectual
2) Emotional
3) Volitional

Faith is a REASONED TRUST IN JESUS. it isn't some feeling or some experience only.

Just like the woman with the issue of blood, she reasoned in her mind that if she could touch the hem of Jesus' garment, She would be healed. Then she acted on her faith (that has been reasoned) and then stretched forth her hands. And she was healed!

So before you act in faith , always go for a process of reasoning! Reason what kind of person God is, and what He can do!

I think it's the same for me, I've always been a thinking/reasoning kind of person.
When AR bernard said today that faith is a reasoned trust, suddenly there was this click in my spirit and i realise that it has been sth i've been doing all these while but never really occured to me.

When temptations come from the devil to tempt you and your identity in Christ, we are not supposed to just let it come! We need to have this reasoned trust, a trust based on facts, not just feelings--and this will keep us from being moved. It is this reasoned trust that will be the foundation in your life when storms come.

So the moral of the story is: Satan is after your trust in God! So he attacks you intellectually and emotionally to ultimately separate you from God! So don't ever let your trust in God waiver, because He is completely good and the Devil is completely bad.

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

This is the nice song i'm learning now! The lyrics is really sad! Enjoy:)

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).

Hey peeps!
I'm back from Taiwan! LOTSA fun things and hilarious things happened on the trip! Really enjoyed every second of it, wanna go back to taiwan again! there are so many places that we havent gone to yet!

Here's a SHOUT OUT to my taiwan groupie:)
To Zhi Hong- your laughter is SOOOooooo contagious. i can literally play your laughter in my head now. hahaha! Once u start laughing, i can't stop laughing too. I'll just burst! hahahahaa. really was fun having you play hilarious games with ben, and the ape thingy u guys did. hahaha! will always rem you suaning me- "Can you stop eating??????!!!!"..hahahah!

To Samantha!-thank you for being my fashion stylist and telling me i should "STOP BUYING!" stuff the whole trip, and your funnie jokes too. you and ben really get super lame man! indeed, getting to know you better is one of the highlights of this trip!!:) and i must say that you are a very sweet girlfriend! hahah!:) keep it that way man! rock on!:D

To Ben: you are really.........a joke spoiler with a very fast brain to learn things. hahahah! spoil the joke until i think it's funny. haha! but thanks for helping me with my heavy bag throughout the whole trip; i think i'm kinda very bad! hahaha. without you, i think half of the trip would be boring. lol. and. i'm so happy with your NEW LOOK!!! :) *put your hands in the air!*

To ALL in the GROUP: really had many Kodak moments that i still remember vividly throughout the whole trip. I must apologise for the times when i'm "sian" and not feeling well, but i really thank God that we managed to make this trip happen. It's been a great 8 days together and let's rock on with our new looks!!!:D Still can't believe I was so "gong" to think someone was knocking on our door and i went to open it somemore. WAHAHAH! so stupid can! lol...*embarrassed*. But THANK YOU peeps for putting up with my nonsense and shopping craze haha! :D luv ya guys man!!

Some highlights of the trip:

1) New life Church- listened to Pst Tan preach the E1R1 sermon in Chinese!!!:) He's so so power man!!!! And when i stepped into New life, I just felt so homely, cos everything is so much like CHC, and the presence of God is really strong there, can really feel the pple's hunger, especially the way they say "amen" to everything", really touched me deeply! We even got to talk to Pst Tan and took photo with Pst Abraham Ku, thanks to Sam's courage and boldness! hahaha!

2) Luxy- a club to chill out, it was a very "all sorts of emotions coming out" kinda experience. At first, felt scared cos never really been to such places, then felt "stoned" cos didnt know what to do. Thankfully after i got into the mood and told myself to relax and just enjoy, it became really fun! especially when we played 5-10-15-20 game! haha..:)

3) Makeover-all of us went to colour and highlight our hair!! :) togetherness man! lol..but i felt it was a really good thing to do, and we all really looked different and nice. I must say the most drastic change is Ben. His hair colour really rocks. the hair stylist is power man. i love my hair colour too:) hehe..and so CHEAP!!!:D wohoo. really 賺到!! haha!

4) Chiang Kai Shek Memorial Hall- we are really crazy man. Hahha! we filmed all sorts of stupid "documentaries" and videos to entertain ourselves. It was so funny when ben was trying to do the jump shot and some stranger came and took a picture of him too! hahahaha!!!! the ultimate one is when we did the documentary on the "legend of the first man to roll down the steps of the memorial hall without dying". hahaha!! *All readers,Pls stay tuned into Facebook for more updates and videos! lol.* then you'll know what i'm talking abt!

5) Yehliu-The scenery is just breathtaking here. And the wind, makes u feel like flying. :) The best part about it was the jump shots we took. haha!! the guys really nailed it man. it was so freaking HILARIOUS!!! haha...but the sun was so hot, until i got sunburned, and i still have the mark now!!! ohhh no!!

Haha, enough said for now, but on hindsight, in this trip, I discovered myself more, discovered Taiwan more, and discovered my tour mates more too:)
All i can say is no one is perfect, and neither am I. We're all growing into maturity!:)
But i'm glad we had CLEAN, GOOD FUN on this trip!!! :D

So from now, it's gonna get busy, and tiring, and will prob be a tougher period for me in this whole year, but I WILL GET THROUGH THE RAIN!:)
Jia you Darice!!:)

And finally , to end off this post:

By Your Side
by Tenth Avenue North

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

This is a really nice song introduced by Wang (with a slang) Ben!
Been listening to it and it sounds so secular, but yet the song is like Jesus telling us how much He loves us, like any other love song would.

Listen to it, as it plays on my blog:)

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).