It really makes me sad to read about this little girl, who is only 4 years old and suffering from cancer. Makes me think about how we should treasure one another more, and keep ourselves in good health. I pray that Charmaine will get well, and she will survive this ordeal. She's such a cute and adorable girl, and it saddens my heart that she has to undergo so many surgeries and chemotherapy. If you have time, do read these two articles.
i feel a well of emotions rising, but i can't seem to put them into words.
It's going to be a time of rest, recuperation and most importantly, i think a time to rewire my belief system and habits again.
Well, I'll be going for reconstructive surgery for my spine, in July. It's actually to fuse my bone together so that my spine will be straightened. Come to think of it, I am prepared for it, but yet, at the same time, i'm not.
I mean, who can be ready for a major operation like that?
I think it is going to take a lot of determination and courage on my part and discipline to do things correctly so that I will recover fast. At least, I know that I will make it and am determined to get well in the fastest possible time.
And i guess God's timing is really the best. This operation has been delayed for 6 years now, and finally I am reallly doing it.
So..pls pray for me everyone!:) I'm riding on ur prayers!
Sometimes i feel so indebted to my parents. I Really really do. The amount of money spent on the operation is alot alot alot. And my heart wrenches everytime i think of how much they have to sacrifice for it. Haiz. I just pray that I will be able to earn alot of money next time and provide for them whatever they need and want, because what they have given up for me, is really alot. And I think sometimes I wish i could have the money to pay for my own things and not need to rely on them anymore. Oh wells, I guess it'll be a few more years before that can happen!
Anyway, i trust in God with all my heart. Everything is gonna be okay:) Everything will be alright!:)
I am strong and have always been! You can do it, Darice Jill. I believe in you.
12:51 AM
lots of love, lil' miss geek :).
♥ Saturday, June 13, 2009 ♥
This is a really nice duet. Shall sing this when i go to KTV soon!!!(: hehehe..maybe in Taiwan?(:
12:19 AM
lots of love, lil' miss geek :).
♥ Saturday, June 6, 2009 ♥
It's really been a interesting, fun and fruitful week!
Monday I went to school at 6pm-9pm and then cabbed down to Dinner with Aaron, Yu Jie, Cheryl, Tina, Jason Jiang, Sebastian, Lina, Javier and Jermain @ Suntec Fish & Co.
Tuesday went to school (again) early in the morning, did my experiment and had great results!:D yay! After that, i went down to JW for leader's meeting with Pst Tan. It was a first ever cell group leaders forum! Pretty cool stuff.(:
Wednesday I woke up late @ 1030am! rushed to suntec office and did some Youth camp stuff. Then I went to school(Again!) and had a safety briefing for lab precautions. LOL. Thereafter, I headed down to Bugis for MY POP PIANO CLASS!!!!(:
Okay lah, I think the instructor is not particularly friendly (i think my expectation must be adjusted too) but I had fun learning stuff. I learnt alot on just my first lesson. Much more to go, but i'm really getting addicted to playing piano! :D YAY!
So far I have been practising these songs: 童話 說好的幸福呢 Love Story (Not the taylor swift one, but the oldie) I just want you
Yay:D
Thursday, I went to meet my friend for a short while @ Tiong bharu then headed to CHINATOWN! for a KTV session with Gary , Cheryl, Ben, Leslie & JJ! hee hee. I love to sing too ...so i think i sing until I wanna break the glass liao. happiness!! After that, Kee liang, Jermain and myself met at Kenneth's office to settle youth camp stuff. So..I slept at 6.30am in the morning, and I think I must have gone crazy after 12midnight, cos i was laughing crazily. lol....
FRIDAY! Go to school AGAIN! had a great journal club session followed by usual changing medium stuff. Went for hospital checkup then went to CWBS, Song of Solomon! yippeee!!! The power and presence of God is soooo strong. It's amazing. Every session of the bible study has drawn me closer to God again. I somehow think that this is what we need in our weekend services too. Cos this is the exact same feeling I have in the services when I first came to church. The purity, the anointing is wow. I think we really need that kind of presence in our services once more.:) Of course now is good, but it can always be better.
Enough about me....why don't u tag on my board and write sth interesting u did this week? LOL!
See ya guys soon! It's been a long long long week. Next week willl be another long long long week. Alright tata!!!(:
Darice Jill Ng aka littlemissdarice
life motto: everything in life is a decision
Stick close to His Presence
life dream: to be gynaecologist that impacts society
Loves ♥
God, Jesus, Holy Spirit
Mummy,Popsies, Dodo Dearie, Joy, Leo, Grover:)
CHC and N350
My besties
Seeing a baby's heartbeat on an ultrasound
Leading Praise and Worship or just K-boxing!
Listening to Jazz and all sorts of other music!
Feeling healthy and refreshed after each workout
Please,God♥
Entry into Medical School:D - I'M IN YIPEE!!
Sharp hearing, observation, smell, touch and taste, good diagnostic skills & communication
Holiday to Japan, Maldives, Phuket!:D
A best friend who loves God and understands me :)
Quotes.♥
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
-Marianne Williamson