Well, it's been..

5 years 8 months since i first stepped into CHC..
2 years 3 months since I stepped into God's calling for me in being a CGL..
2 years 2 months since i started studying in NUS..
4 months since i last went for a holiday..
3 weeks since my parents have gone to Canada..i miss them :(
and..6 days till I turn 21.

Honestly, i'm not exactly as excited as I thought i would be. But i guess i've come to realise 21 doesn't really mean anything. After all..i'm still who I am.
Well..i guess for many pple 21 is a age to gain freedom and do what they like.
But honestly, i'm happy with who I am, and where God is leading me.
I guess 21 is probably more of an age where I start to ponder about what has gone by in my life the past 21 years and whats gonna happen in the next 21 years.

To me..I still treasure the same things I treasure since I stepped into CHC.
From the glorious Presence of the Holy Spirit..reading the bible..loving my members..leading Cell group and bringing new pple to know God...or even just attending multiple services in one week..to the convictions that i've grabbed hold of in this awesome gate of heaven...it is priceless.
Sometimes, I always wonder how pple ever give all these up to go somewhere else and never come back.
Sometimes I stare into space..and just feel so grateful that God actually brought me to CHC to be part of this very amazing family. I'm so grateful God.

At this juncture of my life, God, I wanna renew my spiritual convictions once again.
To be spiritually strong, mentally strong, thickskinned yet thin hearted, and yet creative and trendy, and shining for God wherever i go.

At on this note, I shall live my life from NOW on more excellently, more gloriously, with more adventures, more experiences, more courage, more boldness and audacity, more love, more joy, more peace, more wisdom. God help me to be whoever you want me to be, wherever I may be on this earth.

I know that my vow is ending..and mannny of you will probably start seriously interoggating me or sth..but well i'm quite secure with who I am at this moment.. If one comes along that would be great! If not..i'll just wait la! haha. no problem man. I'm cool. :)

lots of love, lil' miss geek :).